long DUE

June 5, 2008

My IPP is long over now its time for FYP, lol. sit in a fish tank like room with 7 other guys from 8.30 to 6 everyday, lol, wad  a “happy” life. still not very sure what i will be doing so, hanging in there, lolol. due to privacy and self preservation i will not elaborate how i spend my time during FYP, lol

next a long overdue thanks to Kim Ann and Jie Ming for getting me a weiqi set, yay, lol. they got me Yunzi (reportedly high quality stones made in yunan) from chendu, lol thanks guys!!.

theres not other developments currently, life good nothing much to complain, lol.

more post tmr since i suddenly ran out of things to blog abt, lol. AND COMMENT PPL COMMENT.

thats all for now…




May 19, 2008

01. What disappoints you the most?
people who dun show up without a proper reason

02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Casablanca – morocco

03. What’s your favorite thing to do?
sit and think

04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
its one of the causes of happiness

05. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
sheep can fly

06. Do you believe you can survive without money?
if i was in in a different country maybe, bt here… u still nd to pay for ur grave after u die, so…

07. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my mother’s grace

08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
send my parents on a world tour, make investments.

09. What color represents you the most?

10. are u a “half full” “half empty” “there’s half in there” person?
half full guy.

11. What makes you happy?
alot of things really, it can even be a simple HI once in awhile

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
opportunists. especially people who will not help, chip in, or any of the likes unless they benefit from in.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
rich??? most probably answering “Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?”

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
lightning from my fingers

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family and great friends

16. Any childhood memories you’ll like to re-live?
the entire childhood, lol. oh i miss so many things

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

18. What makes you cry?
a child breaking his parents heart, myself included, lol

19. What is your least favourite animal?
hmm, nt sure.

20. What is one thing your friends probably don’t know about you?
haha, cant tell u!! if u ask me nicely i might tell u, lol

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

seriously i think everyone did it alrd, so if u have not and have a blog go do it

old man

May 15, 2008

What do you think?


April 27, 2008

i hate taking photographs, never liked it. its a personal preference. i feel as tough it degrades a memory. my stand is that if its worth remembering it will be remembered. bt i’m not all against taking photos.  i guess some ppl would like to share what they have seen with other ppl around. there is nothing wrong about it. bt again its just my personal preference. i would rather see it with my own eyes.

how many photos out there that have in them, i would say very few, lol. there is only one picture of me when i was a baby compared to my siblings who have albums after albums. in primary and secondary school i only take pictures during class photos, and now in poly i only take photos when ppl ask me too.

i cant explain why i am like this, lol. most likely its becuz i am jus this way. if possible i would like to destroy every last photo with me in it, lol, no joke. so if u have any pics with me in it, go ahead delete it burn it trash it, lol. at least this way i noe if u really remember me even without a having seen my pic…

thats all for now…


My Family, part2

April 23, 2008

continuing from yesterday post.

my brother – he kinds of reminds me of myself really, looking at him makes me understand how my parents feel like when i was that age, lol, its nt a good feeling. some different between him and me is that i am more intelligent, lol. we both have a very different view on most things. the way we think is different as well, maybe time will change us, lol. unlike me my brother show more open defiance. he so calls balance it at the edge of the boundary. i guess his growing up is less restricted compared to mine. he can do things that are definitely a no when i was his age. apparently he has less emphatic compared to me. unlike my sister which reject wants that are considered expensive, he encourages them, lol.  he has a smaller bt stronger network of ppl, i on the other hand have a larger bt weaker network of ppl. i guess he is charismatic and have ppl ready to follow him.

apparently he inherits stubbornness from my father, lol. he wont concede defeat even if knows he is wrong. he more of a direct approach guy. rather than analyzing a problem, he tries to solve it head on. bt he very realistic. able to judge what is possible and not possible. he is slow to learn bt slow to forget as well.

my sister – smartest among us, just slightly smarter than me, lol. she attends a madrasah so presure is on her, bt despite this, she is able to perform very well. being a madrasah at the primary lvl she double the work load that most, now  in secondary, what i learn in poly is less than what she is learning. so i guess she is very impressive. she is learning 3 diff language, english, malay, arabic. and arabic is nt simple, its grammar make english look like a baby. she too has a vast network of ppl.

she is courages and as charitable as my father. posses much will power, like wanting to fast despite having a terrible fever, that would put much adult giving the day up. nvr gives up and cries alot, lol. thats like her ultimate weapon, cry and she gets anything. she has a thinking more similar to mind. more reliable than my brother, but more fussy. she thinks more of others than herself. often giving reason as being to expensive, for not wanting something despite wanting it. she is more giving than receiving than giving.

if u have any question or comments dun hesitate to leave a comment!!

thats all for now…


My Family, part1

April 22, 2008

i guess i was moved to blog about them, after all its not fair that everything here is about me right. let me introduce my family, in this case my closest family. i have my 2 parents, father mother, and 2 younger sibling a brother and sister.

what do i think about family.
I think that family are the most important people in my life. the first ppl to greet me and i among the first to greet them. what do i mean by this? i mean that on the day we are born the first few ppl to greet us are our family of course there are the nurses and doctors but they are just help. family is wad kept you safe while you are n your mother’s womb. and when ur siblings are born u are among the first few to greet them. they are who kept me going, they provided me with as much as they can offer. they give me a feeling of warmth when i am ard them. i believe that family is all that we truly have when we are down. when the world hates you, when society shuns you, i know they will be there.

now lets come back to my family.
my father – a very strict and disciplined man. ever prepared and seem to posses an unending amount of knowledge. you could say he rules with an iron fist and a heart that melts like butter. he will always hesitate to cane us if we did wrong, bt he will nvr cane us if we do not deserve it. my father is a very charismatic person able to soften the hardest of heart and minds. he has many who would follow his lead, even to the edge of the universe, trust me. he does extensive charity works, setting up education classes most of the time this classes only break even and when it does lose, he seems nvr to hesitate to use his own money. even with all that he does, he nvr neglected the family, brings us out on dinners, vacations, movies, bowling, just abt anything. he is someone i look up to, and i pray i can be half the man he is.

my father is stubborn and almost always wants and gets his way, its nt really a bad thing. he takes advise from ppl but makes his own mind. he is extremely patient, bt if u anger him, i suggest u move to mars. but he also very quick to cool down. he is the spontaneous, last minute, yet organized and very decisive.

my mother – unlike my father she isnt as strict bt she does most of the canning and scolding and nagging, lets just put it that she is not very forgiving and has a shorter fuse, lol. she cooks every single day except on sundays and public holidays. she does my laundry, iron my clothes, clean my room, wakes me up, teach me to read and write, so basically she is wonder woman. of course now that i am older, she still does most of the stuff, lol. bt i help clean more now, change the curtain, vacuum the floor, wash the dishes. she is really someone i cant live without. when i was in primary school, she will be the one teaching me my homework weather it be math English art Malay except science, she is the one stop learning center, lol.

my mother is i can say less stubborn. she tends to make a decision on the advise of others, she is the family finance and home affairs minister. while my father is the minister for manpower and foreign affairs, lol.i am currently the minister for education, lol. she is quick to anger and slow to cool, she is the forgive and do not forget type of person.

hmm, getting sleepy now so i’ll continue abt my siblings tmr

thats all for now…


Finally a new POST!!

April 20, 2008

yeah been awhile since i bloged. now i guess its time again.

first i will iron all issues regarding MONEY$$$, lol. in the true spirit of “attachment” its nt abt the money, its abt wad u learn, i guess sometimes its not wad u learn relating ur academic field. i personally learn how it is in a fully functioning working environment, you will see how ppl interact with each other. the experience and advice of ppl. the stress that ppl have and how tiny our “stress” are. i guess this attachment is more of getting familiar with the environment we might be facing in the future and share wad with gone through with our friends.

next my allowance, lol. total SGD550.

$20 – challenger membership
$43 – CnC kanes warth(game)
$61 – Assassins creed(game)
$83 – DeathAdder mouse
$209 – 250gb portable hardisc
$100 – family food
$40 – purely self indulgence

37% on self+others
38% on selfneed
18% on family
7% on pureself

lol, well faired enough, lol. supposed to be the following –

25% on family
15% on pureself
40% on self+others
20% on selfneed

i’ll post more soon!!!